I am a piece of shit, why didn’t I just died in that wreck? No matter how much I try, I have to be looked down at. Yeah everyone goes through shit. But everyone goes through different types of shit on different levels. Some people handle shit differenly. I, myself fucking suck.

I have a shitty uti and no one will take me to the doctor. I’m going through so much bullshit pain that if I die from this, I wouldn’t even care. Plus today I found out that my entire family hates me. That was the biggest heartbreak ever. I’m tired of feeling trapped, alone, suicidal, and ungrateful. Well fuck, who cares